The Lost Fish in the Blood Sea

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I can’t breathe…

I feel like I’m suffocating but I’m in the clear. I’m fully intact and functional but why do I feel this way? Maybe it’s all in my head?

My vision’s gone dark and I hear nothing but white noise; I’m so afraid.

My heart is beginning to race and my chest is hurting. Why do I feel this way?

I can’t keep track of my thoughts. They’re spiraling out of control. I can feel myself shaking…I’m losing it.

I try to scream for help but my lungs are filled. I can’t explain it. Please help me.

Please, help me…

Please…

I don’t have what it takes to do this alone. Things always seem to go wrong.

What am I doing wrong? Why can’t everything just be okay? The waves of insanity are now rising at my feet.

 

I think I’m drowning, I can see it now…but I can’t swim…

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