It takes so much out of me Holding on to a sliver of sanity Feeble attempts of worth Giving off the impression that all the pieces are in tack I'm grasping at the fog of what once was Drinking the poison of being not good enough Tell me is it worth to keep on Constantly [...]
And the problem is that I'm not sure exactly when I started feeling this way. The butterflies, the anticipation of seeing--even talking to you, drove me mad. I didn’t understand why I felt so deeply for you. Why you were the only thing that always crossed my mind. Why moving on didn't even seem to [...]
I mean, it wasn't always like this. There was a point in time when we were inseparable; nothing could break our bond. But life--as it seems, is inevitable. You can't control what happens. I couldn't control my feelings. So I fell. I fell so deeply in love with you that I could see no one [...]
It'll kill me The taste of his lips It's like nicotine So addictive I can't get enough It's no good It's a sin But I can't help but want you I need the smoke of your breath To engulf my lungs
I cut my hair- not completely but enough to have someone who knows me, walk past and not recognize me. I didn't have any specific motive but I suppose it's because I looked too familiar...if that even makes sense. Walking into the bathroom this morning, I spotted the scissors that I used to cut the [...]
Instead, I decided to just sleep.