And it’s as if in the moment, you suddenly forget where you are.
We sat there, watching the screen but I was distracted.
I looked up and stared at his jawline, his lips, the hair on his chin…
“Why?” I thought. “Why are you here in my bed…in my room?”
I bit my lip and looked back at the screen. I wanted his lips to touch me. I wanted to feel his hands all over me. I wanted him to look at me. I wanted to kiss his cheeks to see what it felt like, but I held back.
I couldn’t do it to myself.