The Pangs of Insecurities

But it is curious how we torture ourselves with such negative thoughts. How we let them ruin something that could be amazing.

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Insecure- Intro

Often, we overlook how truly agonizing it is to be unsure of oneself.  It’s hard to take a compliment There’s a smile but it’s never felt As if we’re impervious to anything that even tries to attempt to make us feel better  As if we’re bound to this distorted view of who we are and…

And I think the worst feeling is being handed a piece of heaven only to have it dissipate in your hands. 

Damages

He watched me with cautious eyes when I stood before him; exposing myself bare.  “You see,” I began, ” for as long as I can remember, I’ve been this way. Masking the truth and pretending I’m okay.  But someday, eventually, my body began to resemble my soul. These tired eyes, the self-inflicted pain.  Left such…

Assimilation 

My decisions aren’t my own  No They must be filtered and sought through And all aspects of my mind that make me who I am Must be weeded out  Burned  Because there’s no space for individuality  Especially when who I am isn’t good enough  Isn’t perfect enough  Unworthy to be set out into the world…

Intolerable differences with impossible aspirations.

Something simple

Sometimes, I sit and wonder why we put monetary value on humans- judging them by their worth. Other times I wonder why money became such a driving force in our society; it hangs like such an ominous cloud over our heads. What would happen if money were no object? If us humans weren’t so lustful…

Forgive

I wrote this about 4 or 5 years ago for a school assignment and as I reread it, I realized how relevant it is to what’s happening in the world today. With all the violence and chaos that is happening, it’s easy for us to become enraged and seek revenge but what exactly is that…

Recollection

Little words They cross my mind And here I am Brought back in time These longing strings These growing things They get the very best of me I wish I wish To rid of this This feeling This constant daily dreaming That you were here That you were near That I were she instead of…

What they never said about falling in love

Love isn’t picture perfect like they are on the screens. The guy you fall in love with, won’t always love you back. The guy you fall in love with won’t always want to talk to you. The guy you fall in love with won’t want to have sex with you because he has feelings for you but because he just wanted to have sex with you. The guy you fall in love with will see you as just another girl because he’s had so many before.

Madness

You never truly realize what it’s like to lose your mind until you look into the eyes of one who has. Their eyes are wild; always searching. Constantly on the look out for those demons. Those sadistic fiends that seek claim to the little bits of humanity that’s left. You’re unable to see the war that…

Disconnect

Somewhere along the line, I guess we fell off I’m not sure when and I’m ashamed to say I didn’t notice. I suppose I’m to blame For the lack of effort For not even bothering to fix things I pushed you away and you know what, I regret it because, I ended up pushing you…